I woke up about four hours later to Samantha tracing my abs again, I look at her content and she look back at me happy but I could feel that something was wrong. I kiss her on her softly on the lips and closed my eyes. I kept them closed for a few minutes trying to think of what to say and figure out what was wrong.
“Umm I’m not sure what to say but I just want to tell you I love you and that I wish that we can make our relationship official.” I waited for her response but she did not answer she was in her own world I spoke again. “Are you okay Samantha did I do something, did something go wrong talk to me please.” At this point I was getting a little frustrate when she finally answer me.
“No you didn’t do anything wrong but something did happen” she said try to hold back her tears. “The condom broke Aaron I’m sorry but… I can’t stay here with you any longer.” She stood up and started getting dress. I follow her and put my close on but when I attempted to talk to her she would tell me to stop and not say anything. She put her shoe’s on and grabbed her bag and told me that she would call me in later she wanted to be alone and she began to go down stair and I follow her I hug her and she cried I was at my breaking point as well when she tore from my arms and left. I fell onto the stairs and sat there for what felt to be hours when I heard my phone ring. I ran to my room but hesitant to grab it was Ashley I did not want to pick up but I knew I had to.
“What the hell Aaron where is Samantha.”
“Umm… I… do not know she left my house like a few hours ago… I think.”
“What the fuck do you mean you don’t know, she not home and jack has been calling her since forever, you better go and find her know.”
“Okay I’m leaving right now I call you if I find her.” I gotten scared not knowing where she was, I could not live knowing that something has happen to her. I went into my garage, turn on my four-wheeler, and got a flash light. I was out of the garage and looking for I went around my block a few times looked ever so carefully. I did not find her I stop and tried calling her but all I got was voice mail. I head toward the main road of the city and stop at every store to see if she was inside, I when into two different towns looking for her when I got a call from my uncle.
“Aaron that girl that you like is here she crying I ask Emily to ask her if she was okay but she said something happen with Aaron. Are you okay?”
“I’m fine but don’t let her leave okay her brother and my friend and me have been looking for okay.”
“Okay but hurry I don’t know how long I can stall her for.”
“Thanks Uncle Josh.” I went back to town driving like a crazy person running red lights just to get back to the pizzeria. Bye the time I got there, she was gone my uncle told me that she had gone down towards the park. I bolted out of there, I ran for her and I finally found her sitting on a swing looking down. I walked up to her hoping that she did not run from me.
“Are… you okay?” She did not responded but I noticed she was crying. I crotched down to make eye contact but she refused to. “You don’t have to talk to me but I need to take you home okay your brother has been looking for you I don’t want to worry him and anything to happen to you it’s late and dark.” She did not respond or move. “Samantha Dawson this is the last time I going to ask I need to take you home I need you to be safe at home.” She still did not respond so I picked her up she squirmed and I try to break free but I would not let go of her. She finally surrendered and I carry her back to my four-wheeler and put the passenger helmet on her I got on and drove away I drove slowly so that she had time to calm down. She stop cry for a few minutes but continued to cry once again. I pulled over and turn around to see if she was okay.
“Samantha you are breaking my heart I need no I plead you to tell me if you are okay just shake your head something. Everything is going to be okay I promise you.” I took off her helmet wipe away her tears, kiss her forehead, and hug her. She put her head on my shoulder and she tried to speak but could not. I understood her and what she wanted to say to me.
“It’s okay Sam I understand you don’t have to say anything.” I kissed her forehead once more and but her helmet on.
“Aaron… I still feel sick… but thank you for getting me and helping me feel better. Can you take me home?” I hug her not wanting to let got but I worried her brother enough.
“Anything for you Sam” I turned around and drove off still driving slowly to give her time to calm down. We were in silence the whole drive by the time I got to her house there were two cop cars outside her house one cop was her father the other my dad and both our mom’s and her brother Jack that looked ever so angry. I got up, help Samantha up, took her helmet, escorted her to her mother, and apologize to her and her father for making them worry about her. Out of nowhere, her brother came out of nowhere, tackles me to the ground, and put me in a headlock.
“What the hell did you do to her?! I swear if anything happened to her you are going to die!”
“Leave him alone he didn’t do anything I left him and told him I was going home.” She said in my defense.
“Then why didn’t you come home?!” He said tightening his grip and I was at the point of passing out.
“I was upset and I needed some air to clear my mind.”
“I can’t breathe.” I said wheezing and jack let go I feel to the ground trying to catch my breath and I my mom giving me my asthma pump. I got up regain my rhythm of breathing.
“Please come in Detective Steve Mrs. Villinazio Aaron,” Mrs. Dawson said. I didn’t want to go because of jack and that I was tire but I didn’t want to be rude either so I enter me and Samantha went to the basement still not saying much we watch a chick flick sitting far away from each other. I decide to break the awkward moment between us and slid over and put my arm around Samantha and she slid her head onto my shoulder and I watch the movie. She fell asleep but I did not notice until the movie was over when I try to talk to her but no response. I picked her up to take her to her room as I open the basement door I heard a semi loud music of classical European music and my parent’s and her parents were conversing and having wine and cheese and stuff of that of that sort. I went to the second floor open her bed room door and put her in her bed I took off her shoe’s and though off taking her pants off, but it seem a little inappropriate at the time so I unzipped and unbutton her pants so she could sleep comfortable. I cover her and kissed her forehead I turned the lights off and left her room. I headed down stairs and said good-bye to Officer Dawson and Mrs. Dawson and told my parents that I was tired. Walking out of the door, I got a call from Ashley I answered hesitantly.
“OMG Aaron did you find her did anyone find her I getting so fucking worried its late who knows what could happen to her.” She said sounding scared.
“I found her she’s okay she is in her room sleeping nothing happened to her.”
“Thank gosh I was getting so scared. Did you just find her, where was she.”
“I found her like 3 hour’s ago in the park sitting on a swing.”
“Aaron I told you to call me when you found her, can I talk to her?”
“Sorry Ashley but she was really upset and no she sleeping I leave her a note to call you when she wakes up.”
“Why was she upset?” I began to walk back to Samantha’s room got a piece of paper and a pen and wrote. ‘Sam when you wake up or feel better could you call Ashley she’s worried about you, and could you call me if you feel up to it? –Love Aaron
“Bye Ashley I’m tired and I really can’t tell you it’s not my secret to tell.” I hung up and went back down stairs saying good night to everyone. I got on my Wheeler and headed home went to my room but the condoms’ away and went to sleep. That night had to be the worst night of sleep I had ever had despite the pleasurable hour spent in my room with Samantha.

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